❤HERselfx3- wants sunshine lovee ;D

Paint my love.

2012-02-06T01:00:00.004+08:00

Paint my love, you should paint my love.

It's the picture of thousand sunsets,

It's the freedom of,

A thousand doves,

Baby you should paint my love.

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Hehe I love this song. Actually I heard a cover from a man who sing songs outside whitesands. While i was waiting for Rachel, I heard him singing this song. But probably a cover of it. Because instead of paint my love, he sung "be my wife, you should be my wife." Wah sweet. Hope dion sings this song to me. HAHAHAHA, I sure marry him. But this song really nice, it's an old song too!

I'd flag day on Saturday morning. I returned home late on Friday night, and woke up super early for the flag day. Ok, the queue is mad crazy. Lining up to get our tins. They got no system man, if our teachers weren't there, I think we can wait up till 3hours and yet not getting our tins yet. Like that do what flag day. Youtellme. Anyway me and Cathy actually cut the queue as Simin went to Zitao infront, so we followed. But the people there were all sweating all kept on squeezing! Cannot take it. They don't want to give way. Thankyou pig for trying to come and help.

Did flag day with Simin and Yibin most of the time. I think it's the most productive flag day among all that I had done before. many people donated notes! $$$ I think the most I got was $10 ��

It's actually for the Singapore Disability Sports Council. Whatever it is, I did my job. And it really tires me out. Wanted to go look for stuff with Simin after flag day but we are all mad tired after that. So I went home instead and she went with Zitao.

Went to the P.U.B club with my family to my father friendssss gathering.

It's sort of like a recreational club. There they booked the karaoke. I was quite bored that night, there's nothing to do. I wanted to play pool, but I just don't know how! I need someone to teach me. Hahhaa and in the middle of the 6hours. I went to the cafe with mummy to drink coffee. Hehehe I chit-chatted with her, and I actually told her. Yeah, it was scary because I cannot predict how will we reaction be like. But it was cool, it was good. Hahaha happy. But dion actually slept from like 4pm all the way till 7am the next day. So I've no one to talk to that night! As in to text, because I realized I only text him! Hahahaha how faithful. I'm happy too that I only text him.

I think he was really really tired.

I need more time man. I'm not done with homeworks

So I should quickly get to bed soon, it's already 1.30am :o

I think I will die for school tmrw. Furthermore I've tuition tmrw till 9.30!

A long day tmrw, I'll only reach home around 10! Omg.

Anyway before I end, I feel like saying smtg.

I'd seen some tweet and some people saying "that moment when you saw your friend hanging out with the person whom they say they hated." But, I feel that like there's nothing really wrong. Because daesia once said, for girls, even though you hate or dislike that person, you will still hug them or just simply be like nice friends with them. And, I find it true!! Don't you? Girls are like that. You can say its being fake or what, but yeah, that's girls.

Haha I think because I saw Naomi tweeting about it many times and many people retweeting it. Hahahahahaha

Okok. I should go and sleep already, valentine day coming up!

He said its a day reserved for me! <3

Goodnight everybody, with love.

Chapter 2.

2012-02-01T17:21:00.006+08:00

February, chapter 2.

still in the midst of CNY. visiting, goodies, fun.

But, school starting on the third day of chinese new year.

So far so good. And common test is coming up soon, totally not competent enough for it.

All the test started coming in this week, but... come on, its cny. how to study? :[

anyway, i came across this photo of a room. the furniture are just so lovely isnt it. hehehe, beautifully perfect for a princess. Cozy enough too!

optimum place for a sleepover with the girls.

1st day of cny was at my place.

cousins, relatives came over, the dress code made was RED. haha, it wasnt easy to find, in the end i wore something close to red, but closer to orange.

And ya, as expected, only i was said. #whatever

We took Polaroids, for each families.

Sweeeet right, #happyfamily.

Love the one which grandma took.

2nd day, cousins from mum's side came over to my hse too.

Yeah, steamboat again. In total, i ate steamboat for 4straight days.

How are you gonna take that. hahaha felt so sick of it.

on the saturday, went over to daesia's place. OK, i think i've no luck. Maybe if only dion is there. Hehe. Because, i was playing blackjack with my relatives, and lost about 10 bucks.

Sadly, my classmates went visiting on that day too, i could'nt join them, but when they went yibin house, i went over to her hse with Daesia! Hehe, at least i got to meet them. Dion, Simin, Rachel, Bangrui, Vivian were there too! played blackjack too. Lucks was with Dion that day huh. And yeah, i won there. But we left after an hour. I went back to Daesia's place while the rest return to vivian's hse.

Pictures i took with cousinsssss!

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The pictures below were taken on Christmas @ Daesia's place with my lovely cousins.

Had a great day, they brought the fun and laughter in <3

with the presents we got from the gift exchange! #happpy
the food that day was awesomely delicious! :D

LOVE THEM ALL.

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No Remedial Today.

And i went to eat @ eighteen chefs with chew!

Its been a long time since i Ate with him afterschooool.

Yes, happppy :D

And soon, I've to start on the homeworks soon. Lots of them to complete!

I think i'm in a big trouble for chemistry. I couldnt fathom almost everything in chemistry.

Gotta look for teacher real soon. physics sort of too though.

HAI. SIANNNNNNNNNN, and tmrw 2.4

2.4 yo. i think i cannot run anymore.

have not been running much lately. DIE

study study study.

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Valentine Day coming up soon!

Feel like doing something sweet for my love ones.

But i've got no idea what to do. Hehe, its a school day. What am i gonna do on that day?

Hm, i dont know yet :o

Hope to spend it with my loveeeee <3

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this song is old school man. Sad and nice,

如果我爱上你的笑容, 要怎么收藏要怎么擁有.

2012-01-30T02:13:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that he's here <3

Its all about......

2012-01-22T00:22:00.003+08:00

something that i would really feel like doing right now.

hi everybody, i'm feeling kinda mixed up right now.

like a rojak, all mixed up. so i just feel llike blogging to express it out cause i dont really know or intend to tell who or so. well, you can skip it'. or maybe just read abt what i did these few days. ['skip the last few paragraphs]

second week of school, i got to sit with pig. yeah, i admit, i felt better. Not because yb is boring or so, just that i'll be so far away from dion, and it doesnt feels good, not at all. school will be boring and sian. haha, im happy now though, to be able to sit with him. Its just different.

SCHOOL is mad crazy now. can totally feel the stress from everyone. Honestly, its harder to cope, everything became harder. And i really cant take it, i dont know why, maybe i'm not diligent enough. its CNY now afterall, should i study or chill out?

English is the crucial one, confidence level-- 0.

anyway, the three fridays since school start, all three i also met pig. It really feels like we only met once a week, despite seeing each other in school.

Went to tp open house on sixth jan. Main reason was their goodie bag. Because everyone was saying that how nice and cool it is. So i wanna check it out. hahaha and also go take a look around the school. accounting and finance is like 11 points. i dont think im capable to get that.

nevermind, met pig again on the 13th jan. its different from holidays, really.

and met pig on the 20th jan, together with isabella. shopping for cny clothes, its really tough to get his shirt, went a few places and still got nothing. But, i bought 2 dress, one of it for ny, and im kinda done. tiring day, probably because it was a school day which meant that i woke up at six am that day.

today, 21st jan. went to grandma's @ lavender to have reunion dinner. Went to bedok in the morning to get all the cny food ready for monday. Because relatives and cousins will be coming over to my place. And yes, its really exhausting. The crowd and the queue can kill you already. bought so much stuff, furthermore this is not the first trip already.

Tiring to be the host :[

Hopefully, Chinese New Year will be fun. hope to get that mood and spirit up!

Look forward to see all my cousins again on monday!

[ok, can stop here if you dont wanna read]

i feel like i'm good at nothing, as good as useless.

dislike moodswings, but sometimes i couldnt control it.

i'm truly sorry to everyone, if i'd ever throw tantrum to you in anyway or whatsoever.

Especially chew i guess. Im sorry, but i really feel that i'm stupid, i really couldnt understand, and i really didnt know how to do. And what makes me felt that way is because i ask, you dont really teach. when someone ask, you teach patiently.

OK, thats my fault, problem lies on me. But still, hope you can try to encourage me instead.

i'd never wanted to be jealous, but tell me, who can dont get jealous? Unless they dont love or like the other person la. But if they truly care and love, they definetly will. I know, some may say, jealous means they care. But, to me, im afraid that it will make the other party feel irritated and restricted. So i tried my best not to be, in every way. sometimes, Moodswings got me all teared up, but i'll be fine afterwards.

Also, some may just say that im being paranoid. Yeah, probably i am huh.

haha but i know he loves me. So its okay. ive faith, and i trust him.

I'm cool now. just hope that if i encounter it again, i can pass through it successfully.

so everything is fine already.

I Love You pig.

Another thing is that, my family did talked about somethings in our family. Things that happened, and about people. Although its been six years, i will still feel like crying whenever i talked or thought of her. SHES THE KINDEST PERSON ON EARTH, i feel.

disheartening man. i really miss her, and its really sad. hopefully, she at least fulfilled some wishes that she had, and is happy now.

Everybody loves her, and i believe that she will always be in our heart!

Death is really scary, the thought of losing people i love is heartbreaking.

so i wanna cherish people around me.

like what everyone says everytime,

Cherish before its too late.

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this would definetly be fun to do, and it'll be something that we'll remember forever. hahaha

well baby, i apologize for being nonsense.

just know that i love you and i'll change, i'll be cool.

love you.

change-up.

2012-01-01T01:48:00.004+08:00

this love is difficult, but it's real.
i gave the fireworks a miss this time, because its not the same without piggg.
sometimes, i really feel fat. HAI. but i think i will do smtg about it. today an indian woman called me, saying what i won a 2 weeks complimentary pass or trail for the fitness club thingy. then later she ask for my age, and i said 16. then she started to ask me speak louder. later on, ask for my mum's number, cause they need a 21 year old and above person to go with me to collect. then she started increasing her voice. IDOIT WOMAN. what kind of service is this, not being racist, but she started getting pissed off at me for no reason. angry, so i just rejected it. aiyah, its always a scam or smtg. even if its something real, nevermind lor. dont want. At the beginning i wanted to just hang the call, but it would be so rude, but whatever. haha
ANYWAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. MAY 2012 be a great year for everyone. may the sadness, sorrowness, painess, miseries be gone in 2012. and all the cupids, happiness, luck and love come knocking at your door! O's next year, all the best! :D
And VAMPIRE DIARIES ARE COMING OUT SOON. CANT WAIT HOHOHOHO.

and regarding this bag, i feel that its nice. any opinions? hahaha anyway i think im gonna get it. i saw this bag some other pretty stuff at this blogshop. not bad, and i think they having promotion, free for normal postage, and $2.24 for registered postage only! go check it out. jipaban

k, time to sleep already. goodnight everybody, hope you all had a great night, catching the fireworks, or just spending time with your love ones! :]

a new year a new resolution?

2012-01-01T01:07:00.006+08:00

haha yeah, its kinda true.

hi. actually for this new year's eve i wanted to spent it when my dear pig. Yes, we already had plans, to go out on the 31st, getting my iphone cover, a new wallet, his book etc. BUT, he fell sick when i was away, on the cruise :[

also, he didnt wanted to take the medicine thenight before, on the 30th. so, as it is, he didnt feel any better. But still, insisting to get his book today. Met him and went to ngee ann city. kinokuniya for the i.steve jobs boook. and head back. wanted to send him back home cause he wasnt feeling well, but when we're otw back, suddenly i felt like vomitting, and almost blackout. felt ok after i vomited. And so, he insisted to send me back when im already feeling ok. i still feel bad because he wasnt feeling well.. but well. he reached home and slept. till now he hasnt woke

up at all. probably sleeping all the way till tmrw. cant even call him to wish him happy new year :[

Nevermind, as long as he gets well, another day will do!

but honestly, i felt a bit upset, like who doesnt if you were me? because i really wanted him to be the person who i spent in 2012. And also the person that i wanna kiss on new year's eve. hahahaha. but all thanks to the good food that he claimed why he fell sick. haha neverminddd im cool baby.

well, school is starting soon. 2 days, omg, 6am in the morning, seriously? :[

during this holiday, i wanted to study, wanted to diet, wanted to pick up some skills. BUT, hahahhaaha i did none. whatever, as long as im happy, it'll be ok. Right? but, the next moment i'll be regretting already. MEH.

Anyway, i wanna blog abt a primary sch of mine. its really full of envyness, but im really happy for her! haha she's jaime. you can go and visit her blog, look for it in my links. And shes damn gorgeous, but too bad, she has a bf already. NEHNEHNIPUPU. she and her bf is really sweet daooooooo. haha and they've been tgt for quiite a few years :] reading her blog, its a totally different lifestyle. haha although, yes. i reall

y envy, but i still love my pig. OH. and she has a blog, blackbalentina something. go check it out from her blog. nice clothings though! :D

Tmrw, i wanna try out the spaghetti cabonara with bacon! haha if i success, i can cook it for pig. with lots of cheese, he'll definetly love it! because its cheeeeeesy. hahaha just jk. k LAME.

someday, i would really want to visit the Eiffel tower with chew; because he really loves it! :D

OKAY, LOVE IS AWAKE SO CIAO. HEHEHE

a little more, please?

2011-12-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

lets all live in peace.

hi, so, that day on thursday i went out with my dear daesia. im glad that i at least made her feel better for the day. people should just stop hurting others.. actually i wanted to go to town. but luckily we didnt, and headed to bugis instead. if not we would have problems going home because of the train breaking down. HOHOHO
shopped @bugis and catch alivn and the chipmunks 3. haha its cute, as expected.

and the next day, friday. was suppose to go out with the girls but sadly, unable to. went to help out. but in the end still met them after, arnd six in the evening. i feel that i haven see vanessa for a long time. a very long time :[ anyway gonna meet her later!

well, saturday went out with MUM and BROTHER. actually we were wanting to go orchard cause my mummy really wants to see the lightings there at night. but, the mrt has problems too. HAI. so we went tampines instead. wondering if its because the trains kinda faulty thats why everyone stay at the east instead? because the whole tampines is so packed, pissed off at times because some people really cant wait. push here push there. come on, patience la. anddd, kiki.k was having a 25% storewide discount. but only last till sunday. so mummy bought me a planner. hahahaha im happy. and before that, my bro want to play arcade, so we challenged basketball, and he lost. so he's suppose to buy me smtg, so he bought me a bag. YAYYY. hahahaha

sunday, i went to the temple. then my parents realize it wasnt me who suppose to go this year. SOO i still just went to pray. and went to bedok interchange with mum and dad. its been so long since we've been like that. made me feel like im the only child. hehe ohhh, its because nicholas tan went to his christmas party. thats why he didnt tag along. haha, my temptation towards bread is difficult to resist though. i wonder how's sheena's. because bread is kinda like a carbohydrate high high food :[

and now, today, gg to collect result 2pm in the afternoon, and hopefully meeting my girls later on, maybe, maybe not. so goodluck to me yeah. OHYA, and since yesterday ive been getting cuts, and today morning i got a damnn big cut on my hand. am i prone to injuries or only for today? :o a bad sign or smtg? HAIYOH. whatever it is, still, best of luck then!

shall go catch some running man before heading to school. BYE!

i wish im a soccer fan too, so i could also enjoy what you enjoy..

a beginning.

2011-12-15T12:47:00.003+08:00

as long as you're there, thats my paradise.

hi sunshines, im going to meet my lovely daesia soon. hopefully im able to make her feel better today. thnaks to stupid L, always repeating the same things. HAIYAH.

i met pig ytd, actually we were suppose to go scape and stuff. but in the morning, because he didnt feel well, so we didnt. i admit i did actually felt sad, but because im still meeting him so its okay. but in the end we still did went. ate wanton miann and ARCADEE BABY. haha very shiok. anddddd.... he finally asked me! :D [you would know what i meant by that if you're close enough to me] hahaha, although i doesnt makes a difference, but i still think there would be some.

actually, we were going pula ubin to cycle today, but because of.... ya. then it was cancelled. i was actually quiute looking forward to it man. NVM. and i think tmrw im gonna meet my baby girls, although i also quite wanna play badminton with pig and marcus, but i think its okay, they might not have another player.

SOOOOOOOOO, im going out soon. gtg, byebye shunshinesssssss. HAHAHAHAA

hate the guilty-ness.

2011-12-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR I FEEEL FREAKING FAT.

2011-12-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

I'm only me when i'm with you.

a million ways to love you.

2011-12-12T23:59:00.003+08:00

VANS are so like you.

out with nicholas today, first to primary school to buy his books etc. and then to bedok to buy his stuff. and i forgot to bring my wallet. its kinda upsetting. hahaa and back home then running man! :D i really like the monday couple, and i didnt know jihyo and gary are 30 and 33 .___. they dont look like!

gtg sleep soon, maybe if possible, meet nadia tmrw. hopefully! goodnight :]

I need a doctor.

2011-12-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

Will I die? Because I'm feeling pain Everywhere :(

Hopefully, Its normal and okay to be like this. Pray hard!

Haha I realized I don't really use my phone when I'm out. Especially when I'm with him. Idk why, but I just don't really use it. Unless it really gets to the stage when its really boring. So please understand, because I never check my phone, so there's no way i can reply.

Went out with my fame today. Maybe tmrw too. So goodnight love!

one and only.

2011-12-10T00:00:00.005+08:00

you're my greatest addiction ♥

met pig yesterday and today, its been a week since i'd met him. haha, i made him like STARBUCKS and now, i feel that he likes it more than i do. hopefully, he'll like what im gonna give him for christmas! and i bought a muji bag today, hehe. the fake fp bag seems big and off colour from changkat's uniform, hmmm. saw twins working at bata. hilarious, hahaha but the good way, not the mean way. went to town later on, and all of a sudden my cramps came kicking in. it was kinda bad, and it sort of ruined the day. tried hard to endure it, but so sorry pig. if i made today feels sucky. CRAMPS REALLY SUCK.

but.. he's nice. hahaha, patience maybe? but i'm trying to be more interesting and not be a boring person. do you all think that im boring? cause i really think i am. cause im not fun to be with.

anyway, whatever, i want to go swimming, cycling, and studying? HAHAHAHHA i think its hard to do it right now, because holiday mood straight away took over it.

holiday ending, so is my results, coming soon. confirmed, next monday. haha, hopefully all my friends gets promoted up! i sincerely, hope that, whatever the result willl be, everyone will not get affected by it, what done is done. so, i rather everyone to work harder, and not keep on feeling upset because of not getting the results wanted. i'll also try to, but im not the type of person who will be affected by the results. but of course, everyone does, so do i. but maybe i'll just feel sad for a moment or so, because it can be really disappointing, especially when you really studied so hard. hahaha but i think i'll be fine after awhile. DEAR FRIENDS, NO MATTER HOW THE RESULT IS, PLEASE DO NT FEEL SAD, BECAUSE I DONT WANT YOU ALL TO BE. as long as you did your best!

i like yoguru's yoghurt. hehehe, yummy, nicer thank frolick? to me maybe.

hopefully, i didnt gain weight this holiday huh.

anyway, do anyone has any movie to intro? those that i can just watch online. dramas are long, and i dont really have much time left to watch it. cause ive, RUNNING MAN. hahahaha

im going off to running man now, or maybe sleep. haha, so goodnight and goodbye! :]

hoping for it to last.

2011-12-08T01:14:00.003+08:00

hi baby. i think i wanna blog again, since schools' gonna start soon, real soon. i feel that tiring feeling coming back. i believe everyone would understand how dready that feeling can be. seeing my girls blogging makes me feel like blogging too.

i went out with cathy and my brother yesterday, 7th dec. just like shopping for christmas present and stuff. well, cathy is kinda like my shopping partner, cause our taste are very alike. many times, the same thing catches our eye. hahaha, when the holiday is ending, i suddenly feel that ive many things to do, or maybe i want to do. i'd tried studying, maybe doing some maths? but it became rusty already. after 1 or 2 questions, gave up. VAMPIRE DIAIRES instead. hahaha damon is hot. stepfan is cool. and they are both nice. waiting for the next episode jan! hehe.

i went to swiimming with my bro, on the sixTH dec. haha he finally dares to swim half naked. a step to becoming a proper guy. actually, i really wanted to go and swim with dion. or maybe went to www with cathy and eddy. but.. that pig said he didnt have the swimming vibe ._.
i know its like -___-' but, hahaha hes still my pig. hopfully, next time.

i wanna meet you so badly. these few days, playing your phone, fifa, became much more important. i felt so unwanted, like i waited so long for your reply. i admit, i didnt really like it. hope you understand. haha and not thinking that im being childish. because im not those who make a big fuss out of it. mature baby. LOL

christmas coming up! anyone wants to exchange gift? haha hopefully, my classmates manage to create a party or smtg. but definetly not on christmas itself, because i wouldnt be free i guess. i love exchanging of presents. hahahaha i hope pig will love mine.

school is starting soon. so do whatevere you want before schoold starts!
goodnight people, enjoy.

i pray and hope that, everything will be fine, and nothing goes wrong! ♥

2011-12-05T01:39:00.001+08:00

Hoping to be the one who you call "my princess", forever.

back in town.

2011-10-20T13:27:00.007+08:00

hi. im back from malaysia on tuesday. it was a nice trip. with daesia and family and my family.went to genting and kl. daesia fell sick, poor prettygirl, and i didnt do much maths too. tell me, who would have that kind of feel to study when they are on a vacation? hahaha. but i still did a few though. now back in sg, i still cant get onto the study mood yet. kill me. anw, meeting cathy to study later. ive got a lot of photos, maybe i should just post it up. but not all, hahaha rest of it will be on fb! :]

the swimming pool looks nice isnt it.

i like him with this look.

this pose looks like sheena-girl. hahahha

isnt she pretty?

its cold over there, how wonderful if singapore is like that.

it makes him like hype. right?

she very zai [Y]

love her [L]

In need for some support.

2011-10-05T19:18:00.002+08:00

I've 2 more papers to go excluding emaths. Hahahaha kinda shiok. But.... Not shiok without you. Nevermind, I should study for People who loves me. Especially my girls, ahhh. May this be a good motivation! Jiayou people. A few more days to go! There's a lot of feeling being mixed up this week and the previous one. It's not very idea ya. Whatever, I just do what it takes. #Determination #perseverance
Go on baby, all the best to everyone!

I wanna be strong.

2011-10-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

Where were you when I need you most?

Okay. I really wanna be strong. I don't want to make you feel that I'm irritating. I'm nonsense. I want to be happy and make you feel less burden. So I want to Be like/feel like Taylor swift's - superman. Go and heAr it out. Hahaha

He's got his mother's eye, hisfather's ambition. I Wonder if he knows how much that I miss him, I hang on every word you say.

I watched superman fly away, you've got, a busy day today, go save the world, I'll be around.

I watch superman fly away, come back, I'll be with you someday, I'll be right here, on the ground, when you come back down.

And I watched you fly around the world, and I hope you dont chase another girl, don't forget, don't forget, about me.

I'm faraway, but I'll never let you go, I'm lovestruck, and looking out the window, don't forget, don't forget, about me.

Baby, I'm always here. Please come back to me and be the Pig. I'm always here.

Wish you were here.

2011-09-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

Ain't I cool, I'm trying to be strong and not affected by it. I'm doing my best, but I hope it would all ends like right now and you talking sweetly, annoyingly crazily to me. I wish, I miss it.

I'd a lame joke that Cathy told me today. I ask you, youre actually suppose to read it in chinese, but you just read ah, I lazy translate. "A hotdog and a sausage was put Into a container, but they didn't talk at all. Why?"
This is super lame. You can try to think of it. Maybe next post then I show the answer. Hahahaha if you wanna guess, tell me on the chatbox or you can fb me or msg me. Haha, time to sleep already.
Meeting cathy tmrw to study. Hopefully it would be productive. Goodnight!

Wishing through the stars.

2011-09-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

Please be here with me, please be fine with me baby.
Goodnight; Loveyou.

In all honesty.

2011-09-27T23:02:00.004+08:00

Hi. This is really mixed feelings. And i just feel like talking crap over here.
Honestly, who doesn't wants, or likes to be pretty? I believe everyone envys, even the almost perfection people do at least a bit? Envy how beautiful, how pretty, how slim the person is. Of course, me too. But when hearing from someone who loves you, who you love, telling you that he or she loves you for who you are. No matter how you look like. The assurance feeling is great. I really find it true, when you love a person, no matter how she or he look, you will never find it ugly or so, because you really really likes them. Also, jealousy are hard to avoid. In fact, it unavoidable. Although people may say, people feel jealous should be a good thing as this shows that they like the person, but I really don't wanna have the feeling of jealousy. Neither do I want you to have, because it turns you moody, which I would feel damn upset.
Trust is what I would want you to have in me, no matter what, I only love you. You've gotta trust me. Don't ever push me away. I can't imagine if one day, you just walk away, turn your arms into anoter girl, idk what will I do. This is so disheartening. Okay, but I really hope it will never happen. I believe you.

Dear pig, I really love you for who you are. You ain't ugly, ain't short. You're just who I truly love, so please don't keep stuff to yourself. Or don't ever don't wanna talk to me. Especially during this period of time, where I need you most. Please be happy, because that's when I would also be happy too. Alright, sch tmrw. 31 more days. Goodnight love.

In all honesty.

2011-09-27T23:02:00.001+08:00

I want to be your love.

2011-09-26T20:22:00.002+08:00

I swear I really don't wanna compare. But honestly, I envy how nice others are doing well. How sweet they are. Sometimes I would really wish that you would chase me all over again. Isnt it the best when it first started, it's the best at the beginning. Where everything is perfect. You feel that you're like flying. Because he is so damn sweet and nice. Okay, maybe exams are nearing. That's why you need more time to study. So I'll be fine. I'll study too. Just wanna get Over and done with, with exams. Maybe another 31 more days or so. After next week, hopefully things would be better. I really really feel unconfident about emaths. How? ;( now is Chem and geog. Come on baby. I need some encouragement. Or motivation!! Hahaha. I'm still lying on my bed. Just woken up from my nap. And, my throat still hurts after so many days ;o

Time to get some work done! Goodbye.

as I've said, I hope you'll be here with me.

kiss me on the sidewalk.

2011-09-25T14:42:00.004+08:00

hahahhaa i find this picture very cute! :]

the baby looks so chubby.

taylor swift's sparks fly, isnt it nice. ive been hearing it for quite sometime. hahaha, and im still watching khuntoria! it really addictive. but this website is loading too slow. wasting my time. anyone has better recommendation where i can watch it in peace? i really wanna watch it badly and fast. ive school tmrw, okay i promise to start studying real hard from tmrw! no more playing. next monday wouold be the start of the paper. ohnooo. im scared ;[ especially chemistry. and maybe geog too. worried. tell me how.

anyway. i stayed home for the whole day yesterday, woke up and watched khuntoria, haha i think i did study. for awhile and back to watch videos, not khuntoria. and..... I MET BABI FOR DINNER. haha actually was his dinner. but im stilll happy that i could see him! hehe. was happy last night. and i went back home and watched dream high as it was showing on the tv. then sleep.

laater on going out for dinner to celebrate grandma's birthday, only managed to do a chem paper, and there i go, watching khuntoria again. champion huh. i couldnt study! no mood and no motivation! some auntaunt and uncle are here too. so i decided to start studying tmrw instead.

time for khuntoria again. load faster please! ;o

these photos i like. hehe. goodbyee!

nothing better than you.

2011-09-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

hehe. 35 more days!
okay, one more week till the beginning of the rest of the papers, and now im hooked on to a variety show. WGM nhickun-victoria. it has 64 episodes! ohnoo. i think its a bad thing, it distracts me. i hope i wont want to watch it tmrw. haha i need to study!
chem is killing me like seriously. the most unconfident i can say.

awww nichkun is so thoughtful. i wish i can ba like him too. hehe just to make you happy, i would do my best! :D

actually i wanted to sleep at 1o but instead now 2am, im still awake! zai a not.

okay, i should be sleeping soon. after watching this show, it really makes me wanna get a polaroid. then i would buy the melody border thingy, which idk what is it called. its so pretty and nice right! hehehehe. i really really want to buy ;O
okay, im going to. hahhahahah

i think im annoying. so i should go and sleep! you people should go watch khuntoria wgm too! its nice, because its sweet. so so so sweet.
GOODNIGHT LOVE :]

i want to be what you called, a princess.

make it true.

2011-09-15T13:37:00.003+08:00

carry me and say i love you? ;P

i didnt went to school today, as cramps are killing and there wasnt any important lesson i assume? whatever it is, i didnt went. 44 more days till the end. it will be soon right. remembering i started counting from eighty-plus days till now 44. i think it was okay.
with so much stuff, i really hope you will be there for me and nothing like the history repeats itself please. just this, itll really help a lot. theres so much things to do and to go! okay, tell me i can do it, right right right! hang on baby. got so emotional yesterday, im sorry idk why. thanks for nadia to be there. and eunice ? hahahaha. maybe i should try to control it. i cant bother you all the time. i would have complete trust in you. and i hope you do have it too! i will not suspect anymore. because i love you.

off to tuition soon, goodbye!

i hope we'll be able to plan the chalet soon! got promotion toooooooooo. this is the best thing to celebrate the completing for nlevels. hehe!

Another year older.

2011-09-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today was my birthday. Yesterday night was really a surprised. I didn't thought that dion would be here! And so is daesia and Lawrence and Darryl celebrating for me. Because I was still mugging for my ss paper today. And suddenly called me and ask me to go down to talk p
To her as she was very upset over smtg. She sounded exactly like she is crying. That's why I got fooled and thought smtg really did happened. Haha although their plan didn't went on smoothly, I still got shocked and surprised for the whole time with them. Especially the appearance of dion. Because there's paper the next day! And I didn't thought that he will come at 12 to celebrate for
Me. Hehe so happy you know. And also, Darryl also came alone wanted to celebrate for me but due to some circumstances, he didn't manage to. As daesia they all also have their plans. Sorry, but I really appreciate your thoughts. Hehe.
After everything, I still have to continue studying for ss as it was kinda last min. Till 3 and I KO. and woke up, with a super haggard feeling. And went to school for Chinese listening compre. And went for breakfast and started the last boost of ss. And sat for my paper at 2pm! Well, I think it was manageable. Whatever it is, social studies is over baby! Do you know how shiok is that. My girls then celebrated for me, apprecitaed it ;) Then went to eat with pig. And home sweet home. Social studies really drained my energy as I fell into deep sleep in a short time. And after revising the formats of English. Then now its time to sleep! Last paper of the week. And I can party the whole week long! This is life. Enjoy life. Muahahhaa.

Anyway, I would like to say, I'm contented with what I have with me, and the people around me. I appreciate all these and I really wish to cherish all these. Nothing more is needed to make me feel any better. With these people, they made my life happier and so is everything!
So I wouldn't complain as Im contented with what I have. Thanks for all the wishes and presents from everyone. Love you all. Time to sleep already. Goodluck for nlevel english tmrw! Jiayou.

Love,
16yearold!

youre the source of my everything.

2011-09-03T22:30:00.005+08:00

capturing moments

im happy today, although still without my voice. met dion early in the morning, okay at least i wasnt late. wanted to eat macdonald breakfast so badly today, but he insisted me eating porridge instead. while he ate smtg else. im mirthful because it shows that you cared :)
maybe because i woke up early and feeling infirm, thats why i felt tired and slept. ate dinner at ikea, too much ;O but contented. hehe and home sweet home early, with your accompany. thankyou love.
i think i might have fever soon, so i must sleep soon, cant afford to fall sick now.
so i should sleep and get up early tmrw to study? hahaha hopefully im able to.
so goodnight people :]
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i felt the enhantment today, thankyou so much ♥

i wanna be a dream come true.

2011-09-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

its just the same as it takes two hands to clap ♥

socialstudies is crazy.
cathy came over to visit me? haha, because i lose my voice and yeah. was unable to talk to her properly. but mainly she came over to study. i hope im able to at least help her not to get F9 for humans. i will try my best to help. because this is what friends are for. going pasir ris tmrw. hope i can get my voice back tmrw. "shares woes together"
i felt the biterness in my mouth for quite some time. will i die, so many medicines in a day. bless me. 56 MORE DAYS TILL PARTY TIME. i believe after ss paper, 6th sep. will be a better life already. because ss is really the one that is making people feeling all so crapped up. I WISH UNDERSTANDING GOVERANCE TO COME OUT FOR SOCIALSTUDIES. PLEASE AND THANKYOU.
okay, for now i should study governance, healthcare and also hopefullyu bonding sg.
i really feel uncomfortable being unable to speak. especially when people calls me. TA.
so i should go get some sleep now, early tmrw.

♥,
goodnight love.

b-e-a-u-tiful.

2011-09-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

happy birthday yibin!
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okay, 3 more days till start of nlevels. thats fast, crazy socialstudies on my birthday. i really hope i can be kept motivated till the end of socialstudies paper. pleasepleaseplease. im tired. governance, ageing population, healthcare, its crazy. or maybe its just that i dont have that brain.
today was yibin's birthday and teacher's day celebration. luckily we managed to include our video into the concert, or not it the efforts will all go down the drain. its hilarious and nice although its short.
oh well, my voice is very nice now. please dont call me because i cant speak. what a time to get sore throat right. hate this haggard feeling.

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dear pig. i really need you to be there. or else its crazy. totally, i wouldnt be able to hang on. sometimes just a little care from you really helps. dont make me have that feeling that you dont bother about me. i hate being paraniod. im sorry, but i really tried. when a person is sick, dont everyone wish for that special someone to care. maybe youre stress or smtg. but please do talk to me.

just call me beautiful, call me beautiful, call me beautiful, call me b-e-a-u-tiful~

I Love You.

cute just like you.

2011-09-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

Perserverance.

2011-08-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

another 65 days till party time. HANGON.
please understand whatever it is happening now or what everyone is doing. everyone is feeling tired and stress. so lets be understanding and cheer on for everyone! hehe.

goodluck; especially 4N1 <3

ever lasting love.

2011-06-17T23:45:00.007+08:00

im happy :D

recently ive been playing pocket legend on my phone, kinda addictive. there was once i play since i woke up till at night when i sleep. of course i did rest to shower all that. play like a no life. haha but now aint that hardcore already. played with pig and zeanicition, oflebar[?], crozxz, faheem, and chunwei. haha i tried to take picture with pig, but i failed to, because he keep on moving. haha but its okay. i level twenty-nine! HEHE.

on monday, 13th june. i went to wildwildwet. happyhappy. went with the girls, nadia cathy vivian. a lot couldnt make it, and some didnt wanted to come. okay nvm. i did enjoy though. i want another round! hopefully the whole bunch can go tgt. big group=fun.
just acia after that. and saw zhiguang and co. over there. movie after that, super eight/ kay. its not a very nice timing for movie. because everyone was tired. aiyah. but we watched in the end. then home sweet home.

tuesday, 14th june. i think i stayed at home. wanted to study, but in the end i watch drama, videos and stuff. in the end, i didnt. hehe, holiday mood baby.

wednesday, 15th june. went to meet pig. to study, i did some emaths. homework overflowing. i need to start doing. especially english and chinese. ohmygod. strawperry peached @ eightyfive. then went for tuition, then home sweet home.

thursday, sixteenth june. i packed the hse. awesome, because its cleaned! rachel yibin eunice vivian came to my hse to study. did study a litte la. hahaha. eunice and rachel left early, for their co farewell party. then dinner with yibin and vivian @ eightyfive. then off to tuition. big classroom this lesson! [Y]

friday 17th june. the night was suppose to meet the cousins, but cancelled in the end. so went out with nicholas and pig. mr popper's penguin @ ehub. then headed down to eastcoast park to cycle. homesweethome around nine. the movie was funny. hahahaha, and we walked a lot, like an adventure. sometimes i just wish i had a car.

anyway, im having problem with itunes again. i cant authorize my apps into itunes because its already authorize with other 5 pcs already. and now i cant sync in new songs into my phone, stupid troublesome itunes. doublesian.

i should go off already. im listening to wish you were here by Avril lavinge. Jet lag by simple plan.

.Damn, damn, damn,
what i'd do to have you
here, here, here
i wish you were here.
--
.You say goodmorning,
when its midnight,
going out of my head, alone in this bed
i wake up,
to your sunset,
its driving me mad, i miss you so bad.
my heart heart, heart is so jetlag.
heart heart, heart is so jetlag,
heart heart, heart is so jetlaggg,
its so jetlag~

GOOODNIGHT BABY. SLEEP WELL.

2011-06-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

Don't wait for me because I don't want you to feel miserable.

for you, i will.

2011-06-10T01:14:00.003+08:00

i went back onto maple again, because of my brother. i hope i wont be addicted to it. i leveled to 40 today, happyhappy. tiring also. i didnt really managed to study today, becausee, distracted. hehe. tuition today too. so late now ;/ tomorrow is friday! i really wanna go www. i hope pig will go too. and also the big group. i really crave for www. its getting late already and im suppose to sleep before twelve. but i always fail to, ;[
i wanna wake at 10 tomorrow. so i guess i should go off now. tomorrow meeting pig and marcus. hahaha, and monday www. HAPPYMAX.
-
ah, i think im the worst bestfriend ever. idk whats wrong with me. sorry man, sorry.
-
i dont like it when you push me away, i dont like it when you 'up to you' me. i dont like it when you moodswing. but i will try to overcome it, and wont become childish and quarrel over it with you. i will stop being ridiculous. because i wanna make you feel happy and not stress and tired and sian. i will be nice and understanding. i really want to and i always do try :]
please tell me when i do things that you dont like. if not i wouldnt know too. i did all these, because i care for you, i adore you, and i love you.

its all about the mindset.

2011-06-08T23:15:00.005+08:00

on sunday. fifth june. i went to pasir ris to study with pig. wasnt really in the mood. maybe because i was tired ;/ didnt do much. haha and i got a new cover. thankyou love. then we went to cathy's workplace for dinner. ive pictures below! im always happy when im with you.

on monday. sixth june. it was suppose to be an www outing with maybe my girls and also part of the class. because i was having. so i didnt went. the plan didnt went well. so it became only dinner and movie at night. but i already had plans in the afternoon. so only joining them for the night. went out in the afternoon with pig. x-men @ suntec. then headed to downtown, we were late. many stuff changed and everything. in the end they watch. excluding me and pig. dinner @ just acia. waited for them to end. then went with them for their dinner @ BBQ chicken. like nonsense la. but at last still okay. was with cathy nadia vivian rachel vincent stephen chunwei bangrui mac danish and pig.

tuesday. seventh june. went to school in the morning. i was late, hahaha. i woke at 10 when i am suppose to reach at 10, hehe. luckily it was pushed back to 11. went to school to look for mr chan for chem w/pig. then luunch. then met cathy at tamp. then i went home, i went home okay you pig. hahaha.

wednesday. eight june. went to school in the morning again, to look for ms law for geog with yibin. school was quiet and very conducieve to study, i think i should go back to school to study there. chunwei marcus and bangrui was there too. lunch after that and went back home. went for swimming with nicholastan and yibin @5 and tuition @eight. i downloaded songs. on my mind by cody simpson very nice. 'because youuuuu are on my mind'

Holiday?

2011-06-04T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hi, this is so boring. Idk what to say. Well, I just had 4days of study camp this week. I only school starts at this time. I believe everyone will feel motivated to go, hehe. Yesterday, after last day of study camp. Went out with Simin Nadia Cathy Yibin. Watched x-men first class @ ehub. After that, dinner @ tampines with Nadia Danish and Babi. Double date, hahaha. It makes the both of them better, so we should go on another double date or triple again!

I watched x-men today. The very first x-men. In 2000. Hehe very coooool. Transformer 3 coming out! In 30th June, omg, I can't wait! Optimus baby. Hahaha, I hope I'll be able to make it on Monday, sorry girls, if I can't. I wish I could, it'd been very long since I went www. ;/ this holiday feels like just another relax way of schooling. Because everyone is studying ); I think I should study too. Tata.

HI BABY.

2011-05-30T02:54:00.003+08:00

i think i wanna blog again, so many things happened, ive no idea why did i came back, blogging again. anyway, i went to change the blogskin. it tool me a very long time. i forgot most of the codes already. i need some experts please. i think its late now. and hannah, dawn, joseph and baby japethe will be coming over. as early as 8am. WOW right, i know. fantastic. okay, whatever it is, im very proud of myself for being able to change my blogskin. hehe. cool isnt it. [Y]

okay, i just love my class now. my friends, and everyone that i've now. maybe it isnt perfect, but im contented. i ♥ you.

2011-05-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

i wanna try to renovate my blog. hehe, since a long time since i blog.

A brand new start,

2011-01-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

HI! Happy new year honeypies.
It's a new start, and I hereby wish that everyone of you will have the greatest moment spent in 2011 and you'll be able to be happier, crazier, wilder than before! Hehe. All the best in everything you do, please Always do be happy and smile always. With lots of love, I wish that everyone would be safe and happy forever!

I've a lot things to say, manymany. I went Malaysia thrice this holiday. Hoho recently one was 22-26 dec. Went to genting and kl. Shopping was awesome there! And spent my Christmas there too, hahahahaha. Awesome Isn't it. And 29 dec, I did flag day. Stjohn's, it was awfully tired as while I'm on the way back home, I could barely walk! It's aching everywhere, especially both of my legs and my back. At that moment I wished that someone can piggyback me home. Hahaha but hard work paid off, I hope. I hope our Corp will be able to get silver. My fantastic sjab mates got like $1170.39? I think. Cool right, that's a lot!! Heh.

Erm, and 31st which was the last day of 2010. I really enjoyed myself, spent the last moment of 2010 and first moment of 2011 with myself and co. Hahahaha fireworks was nice, and actual this is the first time I countdown outside with friends!! Hahaha I love my mummy so much, muahahhaha. Stayed over at daesia's place afterwards. Head back home in the afternoon next day. Then went to dawn's place, she had a birthday party held at her hse, they moved har recently and my firSt time there, hahaha I like the house!

Anyway sch is starting soon, and we all needa work super damn hard. All the best everyone! Hohoho. Need to get use waking up early and all the homeworks, OMG. Hahaha jiayoujiayou. Fighting!

Tons of words of story to tell, but I'm tired now, I'll tell next time. Hopefully soon, hehe. Goodnight, and have a happy new year!
xoxo.

2010-12-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

tell me that you love,

my little little secret.

2010-12-08T17:31:00.003+08:00

i know i do,
but i dont know how,
my friends are important to me,
and i dont have the courage to tell,
if she would know,
everything would be better,
i would love to be the greatest friend,
so i just kept it to myself,
just to let everything remain the same..
even one day,
you realized,
please dont blame me,
im sorry.

2010-11-28T14:13:00.006+08:00

i went genting from 19-23rd nov, and melaka too for the last 2 days.
i sat spaceshot with daesia! OMG. the feeling is like, OMGG. DIEE!
hahahaha im so proud of myself for being so brave, the first time :D
practically, we went lan everyday ;P
i like a kind of braclet and got so into it, im searching everywhere!
chinatown one day, because they have it thereeeeeee, its super nice, to me ah.

optimus is much more taller, imagine that!

cycloneee :]

awesome :D

i enjoyed my days there, especially the weather, singapore is super hot! .___.
but i missed you too. a lot. hahaha!
i wanna go elsewhere someday :D
hm, friday 261110 i went out with my classsmates.
soccer from morning, actually started 10plus. till 2plus.
then went home to change and went to tampines, watching harry potter @ 5.55pm.
heeeeeee, pastamania after that, went back home 10plus.
it was a wonderful day with them, haha but my face was so red and tanned ;O
next day still have ANCO COURSE ];
super upsetting~
but in the end i went for it and got over it. next coming up is 4day camp on 031210.
wish me luck, love you.
and class chalet right after camp! i hope we'll be able to book it man.. hahaha!
today is sunday, and its so hott.
I WANT TO ICE SKATING. BUT I DONT DARE ;P

hannah hse later, hse warming :]
rapunzel tmr :D
meet ANCO peeps @ sunplaza park again for fancy drill and performance discussion and practice? on tuesday.
might meet them again on wednesday.
thursday study day? haha.
friday camp.
saturday camp.
sunday camp.
monday return from camp! cant wait for this day,
tuesday chalet?
wednesday chalet?
thursday come back from chalet? [ i dont want ); ]
friday -
saturday ANCO exam day @ bvss

heeee, updater next time!
loveyou.

awesomeness of my class.

2010-11-18T00:37:00.007+08:00

hi! i returned home on tuesday. from class chalet. it was totally awesome.

lemme tell you bout it.

~~~♥~~~

on sunday, 14th. intended to wake up late, but failed to. didnt know why. excited i guess ;P

2plus daddy fetch me mummy brother and yibin to downtown, aranda. met vivian simin eunice rachel there, mummy checked in for us. hehe, my parents helped me a lot, love them [L]

went in our 'home' and waited for the rest to come.

went out to ntuc and bought stuff with marcus faheem vannesa yibin. WHOLE LIST OF STUFF. next time i'll show it here. $50.55

they were playing faheem's xbox in chalet. haha guitar hero, fifa and a few more. guitar hero [Y]

for dinner we decided to order MACDONALDS. the taking down of order is super troublesome. i'll show a picture of the list again next time.

total bill was $118.30 total sixteen set.

when i called to order@ 8pm. it took super long and i made the person repeated a few times and he sounded pissed .____.'' NVM, it takes 1h30min to deliver to us. HAHAHAHA.

~~~~♥~~~

liar came in the end :]

~~~♥~~~~

went for a walk around 10+ till 11+ and some of them went home and we headed back to chalet. nadia left around 12? the rest some slept, some playing xbox.

I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING, BUT ITS NOT :]

this was the first night @3 they still playing soccer [Y]

i slept 3plus. and i woke up 6+ and tried to continue sleeping but i cant because many was already woke. and nadia arrived at 7 -.- stephen and the rest arrived after her. and they play xbox early in the morning somemore. GUITAR HERO [Y] then all went out to MACDONALD for breakfast ;]

~~~~~♥~~~

they wanted to go simei for soccer and eddy, vannesa, nadia heading back school for dance.

in the end all came back -.- and didnt went. except nadia vannesa eddy went back around 1.

~~~~♥~~~

later on, a few of them actually went to www. and i went back to ntuc to buy water, because 10+ bottles of water gone. 1.5L. COOL RIGHT. HAHA. and saw kailu while walking back :]

~~~~♥~~~~~

mrs tan came at 5 as well as the bbq food and stuff. 5plus we started fire. only me and yibin and iman and mrs tan's family went down to help, people sleeping and playing in the chalet -.- they rocks. haha after that they all came down.

the other teachers came too. mrs tan left early because her kids is schooling the next day. went back to chalet 10plus.

~~~♥~~~~~

as usual, xbox, ohya, and a few of them actually brought laptop here. cathy spend her time watching playful kiss ~.~

~~~~~♥~~~

during the night, we chatted inside the room. bout nadia's stuff. kinda upsetting. and also some other things~

the night was akward for a moment and everything was fine after an hour or two.

~~~~♥~~

around 3+ played 'stress' with dion. haha! i was owning him at first, but at last he owned .__________. 11-13

~~~♥~~~

many of them said not sleeping for the night in the end all sleep! i think only left, me nadia faheem dion fannyeow zitao karl. play uno i think around 5? then closing to 6 we went out to MACDONALD again. tapao back to chalet. HAHAHA. faheem was super dead, like a beggar, like a zombie, like a no bone donkey! we were all crazyyy :D

~~~~~♥~~~~~~~

after i ate, 7plus nadia and me slept and i didnt set my alarm, ended up waking 9.40+ was totally freak out. because we're suppose to check out @ 10. hahaha actually can extend till 11 or something but when i found out, we already called the person to ask them to check our room already. kay nvm. then we went to checkout. and the rest of them went to MACDONALD AGAINNN for breakfast this time is with the rest of them, while me and vivian cabbed home. upon reaching home, i showered and SLEPT :D

girl you know youre a part of us.

process of taopok.

HAHAHAHA taopok people is damn fun you know. vannesa they all did it once on me. haha and we did it on the rest too. its hilarious and i cant stop laughing. pillow fight too. 'marcus ni bu yao ah.'

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♥~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha all is that this chalet was totally awesome, and 3 days was totally not enough! we were all dead tired, but we all totally had fun! TOTALLY :D

is like missing it right after it. its just super nice, it feels great. the class bonded like a lot. haha dont know how to descirbe. they just sleep anywhere. all together. its just 3 days of fun, its aint enough! we might be planning another one during december, depending the price and date. hehee ;P

3n1 is an awesome class, and its definetly leaving memorable moments behind in my life! LOVEYOU ALL VERY MUCH, ♥

p/s: the other photos is with the others. i'll upload it here if i get those pictures.

morning glory.

2010-11-14T10:36:00.005+08:00

goodmorning! meeting my classmates later! ♥
hopefully everything goes on well :]

theres actually many things i want to do this holiday, but i wont have the time for all. i wanna go sentosa, marina barrage, helix bridge, www, and SHOPPING. actually i just love hanging out with love ones, haha.

should i play audition again? audition on my com aint working well. haha nehmind, what is lan shop for? ;P

chalet later, first time in my life im staying overnight outside with friends! nothing can describe the feeeling :D super wonderful

i hope it wouldnt happen, i hope what i feel is the truth, i hope i was right.

simply a smile, people can be contented. simple stuff, simple things, that would just make the everyone feel so great ♥

perception of everything.

2010-11-13T11:59:00.005+08:00

i know its very dead over here, so i intend to update. hee, youve to know im super lazy. holiday now, but it doesnt really seems to be one for me. busy schedule. heh, but im going overseas! although its only to malaysia -.- but yeah, its still gonna be fun though. anyway, im happy with my result. first time in my life i got into top3, no2. people, lets work harder for the upcoming year.

let me just randomly talk about stuff that happened throughout the days that im not over here. my class won the handball interclass competition'10. the great thing about it, was actually not we won, its how much we had bond together. it feels great! championnnn.

ive been studying like mad during the examination period. cant wait till its over, and now it is.

last day of school doesnt seems like for us, because theres bridging programme, HAHA.

went for the halloween night on the 29th @ escape. was with cathy nadia vivian mac and chunwei. it was fun i guess, viking [L]

i went to temasek from 1-4 november. poly life is actually quite tiring, attending lectures and tutorials. it would be worst if you are like staying in the east and attending school in the west, pengsan. it made me dont feel like leaving secondary school life.

recently, i joined my classmates and a few people from other classes for... soccer. heee, weird isnt it? hahaha. but it was fun, i love to sweat. only when doing physical activity. not hot weather and sweat.

yesterday i went out with daesia darling, went to bugis. truthfully i missed her, and really loved being with her. by a strange coincidence, we met darryl. haha great shocked to us. after everything, headed back home with daedae darryl and caleb. weird personality/

tomorrow till tuesday will be my class chalet! bbq night on the 15th, monday. @ downtown aranda country club yo. hahaha. i cant wait, 3n13n1.

another one, will be going genting again on the 19th, friday. with daesia darling! till the 23rd i guess. wooohooooo. jealous? heh. i believe it would be fun. totally.

when i return, it would be all sjab.. NVM LETS NOT TALK ABOUT IT :D

i just simply love my class, although when i first came in, i really dislike it. 100% dislike. because i missed my old class, and was totally not used to it. but as time goes by, you all made me feel happy to come school. and gradually made me love this class, throughout everything that we had all gone through together, boring classes, bundles of homework piled up, sports day, examinations, handball competition [which caused many unhappy incidents ;x], and many more.
heeee, we know we can always do it together as one. happy moments are remembered beautifully down deep in the heart, and may we be united now and always, 3n1'10 [L]

2010-11-09T01:03:00.001+08:00

i need a hug,

2010-10-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

i love you more with every breathe,
truly madly deeply do~
im counting on the new beggining,
a reason for living,
a deeper meaning,

i wanna stand with you on the mountain,
i wanna bathe with you in the sea,
i wanna lay like this forever, until the skies falls down on me.

2010-10-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

afraid to love,

2010-09-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

HI THANKYOU MELBIN AND DARRYL :D
holiday ending soon ;O
i dun wanna go bath sch, waking up at 666666~
SLEEPING is the best thing over.
haha my birthday on monday. thanks for all wishes and presents.
appreciated. LOVE, xoxo.

2010-09-05T12:04:00.002+08:00

hi. Its been 444 donkey years since I wrote here. common test are finally over. time to relax and recover, as ive been studying over the night for everyday during exam period. totally crazy. Haha. Thx everyone for the cake on friday. Its indeed surprising ;x anyway I'm havib some parade today, at yio chukang stadium. Lets hope its rains. LOL. Kay, I've got to go. Be back soon.
Bye! Love you all, xoxo.

everyone, even super heros, have its own weak sides. faces problems.

2010-09-05T12:04:00.000+08:00

2010-08-05T23:22:00.003+08:00

HI! national day coming. tmr celebration which means half day + concert. ending school at 10. wonderful. maybe going out, or maybe going study or maybe just go home. what shld i do? ;/

today geog lesson, teacher never come. i did homework you know .___. bbd did too. kay nvm, watched fighting spiders during the lesson. -> 2h amaths -> physics -> emaths, we had class test. and end of sch!

one good news, no stjohn tmr :D

flag day w/class.

2010-07-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

did flag day at tampines today, with 3n1ssss.
hehe, were tgt with vivian and yibin most of the time.
standing outside the mrt there.
thanks for everyone who donated [:
its a nice day, although is tiring ;S
(9xxxxxxx) optimus ^^ (inside joke)
dinner with 12 people, walked around and homed!
thanks everyone for making my day,

tmr early morning hhave public duty, for the walk tmr morning at simei? no idea. but its in full u x.x

okay, goodnight sweedreams (L)

2010-07-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

the genting post is a mess. i was too lazy to do, hehe.
but i still post it anyway.
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yiqin: IMY.
nydia: hahaha. okayokay, iwill update ;)
pianoboi: hehe, river flows in you!
melbin: no sad ah (:

2010-07-11T12:59:00.001+08:00

you have to know that i dont go out often, i reply messages late, im stupid, and yes i am dumb.

2010-06-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

I regret much after cutting my hair, ):

kl/genting trip.

2010-06-10T13:26:00.022+08:00

290510.

-went out in the morning.

-bused to kl. the bus very cute you know. there was two sign. "no eating & drinking" guess whats the next one? HAHA. its " no kissing!"

-checked in the hotel then went out for lunch.

-i am super sway okay. the day before i had no voice, sore thorat. not feeling well. next day worse, got me no mood to walk. but after lunch went back hotel then my father, mother and I we try taking their MRT. super complicating. LRT change to MONORAIL. O.O" went lot10 and sugai wan plaza(?) too big alr, no time to finish walking. after everything we took cab back hotel. can you imagine taking cab is actually cheaper than mrt? .__. RM7.20 for 3 of us taking their MRT. while the cab fare was RM 5+? -.- WEIRD.

-went their chinatown too. some people there... (some of you know). lai ah lai lai lai lai lai.

-ancasa hotel nice service and their hotel, :D

-onlined, and slept.

300510.
-we woke EARLY. went to some palce and took the bus to the skyway cable car thingy. then we took cable car up up up. like my first time.

-while waiting for the hotel. renewed the pass. mummy made one too. she say: sometimes can accompany you both. and we: ;D because its like monkey years since she join us. i only rmb when im young. i got the photo!

-after we went in the hotel, we went seperate ays. me and my brother went outdoor while they go, of course you will know, casino. ohh, and my grandma was with us too!

-met for dinner. and we went outdoor again.

-hannah's family coming today too. but they came quite late so didnt met.

-at night went macdonalds. because mr tan want to use laptop -.- play his maple. many ppl there, so it was super lag. when he is done. its late alr, .__."
-then went back and sleeeep! was hoping to recover tmr.

310510.
-but i did not.
-yeah then we met hannah they all today. outdoor

-japethe cute!

-flower season. got a lot flowers there!

- i wanted to watch midnight movie but mr tan dun want -.-

010610.

-i saw a bigbig poster! and my two cousins are in it (:

-early moring went down the temple there.

-theres a super big joss stick! my father bought it. HAHA.

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things below this line is not in order as i had already forget a lot of stuff ;x so i will just write anything i rmb. hehe. other pictures all on my facebook.

strawberry farm!

on the monorail.

buffet.

sorry, im too lazy to continue. hehe. i shall stop here.
theres 3 video. one is the giant joss stick., strawberry farm, and nicholas at ktv. hehe. goodbye, [:

sjab camp.

2010-06-10T11:10:00.004+08:00

19th may - happy birthday jaime!

20th may - happy birthday syafiqah!

24th may - happy birthday jacob!

25th may - happy birthday xiaoyan, gf! ♥

2nd june - happy birthday kenneth! happy birthday devil!

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im back from sjab camp, 070610- 080610, 2D1N.

wasnt that tiring(for us) ;P

water game was fun. HAHA. bomb me bomb you bomb bomb bomb!

the one mountain rice. we all have to finish it -.-

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melbin: waves* haha. taeyang voice nice [:

optimus: you very lame leh .__.

pianoboi: haha you overshot me. its nice. non-stop!

eric: haha. yeah, this time you never go?

chermaine: haha okay. linked. havehave (:

CY: ): okay. come back quickly okay. see you soon!

nydia: asking him faster come back or asking me?

ahma: nice right. haha some people say not really nice .-.

lindsay: yeah, so long alr, hehe enjoy ur holidays too! ♥

eunice: updating... (:

2010-05-28T11:59:00.002+08:00

i will be away to malaysia, from 29th may to 3rd june.
dun miss me, HAHA.
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YIQIN: i miss you a lot too, ): ur present still with me.
PIANOBOI: O.o okayokay. hahaha. play audi~
OPTIMUS: who are you? LOL. anyhow act optimus .__.

wishing, kenneth and hongkuang, happybirthday in advance(:

schooooool.

2010-05-19T22:12:00.005+08:00

hii!^^

i got back a few results, some was not as bad as expected[: i wont mention it now, tilll i got back all? i hope english dun fail ;x midyear is over people. dun be upset, you can do better the next time.

i am so lazzyyyy~ i dun want go schooool. watched 17 again just now, wasnt very nice .___. i wannnt watch i not stupid too again. joshua! :D

tell me telll me, what to do? i am so so so so tired~
i want to play audi. but no one to play with~~~~ haha, I AM SUPER BORED AND TIRED. grrrrrrrrr. lets hoppe tmr will be a better day, all good things happen^^(results)

optimus misses me, but he is so busy with his big movie.

play audi with me. laugh with me. smile with me.

2010-05-17T21:29:00.003+08:00

LJYchris : hi, thankyouu(:
pianoboi : you're? o.O yeah. i know piano is hard. hahha, i try my best (:
chermaine : hiiiii, jellyfishhhh.
WOLFMAN : hahhaa. who are you?
jingen : aiaizxzxcxz, i miss you too! ):
olive : yeah, we miss you too. studies are so stressful. but cannot stress kay? you can find us. we can talk, anywhere, anytime :D

e.o.mye

2010-05-17T20:05:00.008+08:00

1st may - happy birthday annching! happy birthday lawrence! happpy birthday nydia's mummy!
6th may - HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELBIN!
9th may - HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! happy mothers day!
11th may - happy birthday afiq!
12th may - happy birthday jason sim!
15th may - happy birthday hansheng!
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heyyo people! mid year examination is finnally over~
although i know i did real badly, but its still over, hehehe. i'll still work harder for the next one. me have 4 days holiday, although poa ppl have FIVE. it doesnt matter anyway :D im still much better thanb the dnts, f&n and art. going back to sch on wednesday. i dont want papeer. lets wish staff room got on fire. then everything gone :p
do you know that audition is so fun. nah, i am playing. lousy ;x you want to play with me? :D
erm, on sat, 15th may, went out with daesia. to fareast. toook veryvery long .__." then later ehubb to watch THE LAST SONG i like i like! hahaha.
saw, yann ivan they all.
on 16th? went daesia hse. i only watch last part of ip man 2. haha, he so cool.
i tell you something, i love all my cousins :D

on the first may, hannah's father graduating soon. then the friend help him take family photo. so asked us along. the photo havent come out. i wonder how i look seh. omg. cannot imagine. HAHAHHA. but i got a few own-take pictures V.v

audition audition audition!

ign : HERselfx3

tired!

2010-05-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes at home, when I see books, notes, files I feel like sleeping. I cannot concentrate to study at home, keep dragging on and on and in the end never study at all ):

pianoooo.

2010-04-27T20:09:00.003+08:00

playing piano is so cool. haha, its hard to coordinate .___."
i want to learn :D

2010-04-25T09:54:00.002+08:00

september babies in threen1.
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5th april- happy birthday jayden!
9th april- happy birthday darryl! happy birthday mr ng!
13th april- happybirthday chenwei laopo! happy birthday isryaqi!
23th april- happy birthday olive cutieaffair!
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went out to parkway on 2nd april. w/ lui gugu, daesia, mummy, brother.

speechday on 9th april. at least the goh didnt take his own sweet time .___. arrived fast enough. this time better than last year's. mr ng's birthday too!
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17th april went inter buy stuff with mummy. after that went home help mummy dye hair. not bad leh, first attempt! my hands turn purple-red, just jk. GLOVES.

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exams in one week time? haven really study yet. howhowwww.

im so afraid. exams phobia.

ss sbq test coming. chemistry test.

ive to study real soooon.

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we should cherish the people around us, because you'll never know what will happen next. some people dun look happy by their looks. they might just be happy because they want you to be happy. it could be the end of the world in the next minute? everything is possible. cherish the people and things you have right now. and be happy, positive thinking makes you feel better (:

2010-04-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

studystudy! promise to update soon, hehe ;x

sports day.

2010-04-01T13:52:00.008+08:00

29th march- happy birthday sheena! happy birthday nadia! :D

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i found these photos x.x didnt manage to find those when im really young. haha, got more, manymany more. i helping my brother updating his blog later. if you want, go see? got quite a few photo wakaka :D

http://i-kissed-girl-i-don-care.blogspot.com

yi er shan shi wu liu.

2010-03-28T16:44:00.004+08:00

count with me, one two three four five six.
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20th february - happy birthday mark!
27th february - happy birthday germaine!
6th MARCH - HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIQIN BAOBEI! ♥
11th march - happy birthday farizan!
17th march - happy birthday eddy!
19th march - happy birthday ivan!
20th march -happy birthday 6.gugu!
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speech day tarining tomorrow, its a monday baby ):
nevermind, its just three days of studying only, hehe.
zooland is nice.

watch this. 我以为 wo yi wei.

smile like never before.

2010-03-18T00:13:00.011+08:00

不要吻我，只要抱住我。

不要爱我，做我的情人。

把手借我, 一天一分钟。

让我还敢做我的梦，做我梦中伟大的，微笑的英雄。

haha. it's holiday but it's not a holiday!

show you my nephew! ^^ his name is ryen if i'm not wrong(?) haha, took on some day which i forgot when but i know it's a sunday, :D

haha i know it can't be seen clearly haha but nevermind ah. monday was oral ;x met yibin around 9.15. thought we're going to be late, reached school, express haven end yet, rush for nothing -.- oral............. question marks?????? idk how to say. ~.- after tht, met sarah, linwei, huili, bryan, jacky, mr lee at ehubb. after lunch, watched

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tuesday was suppose to have training, but i woke up late. was suppose to be there at nine and i woke around 11(?) hehe so i never go, made pancake too. with my brother .____________." th pancake was a total failure. haha still edible. not tht bad [:

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went temasek for training today, went to tampines with my brother. watched

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haha i wannt to watch happy go lucky .___. but did not due to my brother -_- i like the guy, the weird looking face, w/green eyes. he is on th good side :D

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friday speech day rehersal ~~~~~~~

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anyway, does anyone know do those photo shop still can print 3R photos? if you know tell me okay? tyvm.

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i just cut my hair, my fringe so short x.x but it's poking my eye ~.~"

i am sooo tired. finding optimus soon. byebye!

a smile brightens the day, xoxo.

sjab~

2010-03-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

my holiday ain't a holiday ):
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jacelyn: hehe thanks, although i'm super late ~_x

yibin: nice lah, cannnot see ur face also? hardworking ma. thought i not ut sunnu le? haha. i dun wannnt be both. i only want one. 1.

cathy: hi! :D

2010-03-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

watch xia yi zhan xin fu. highly recommended!

2010-03-05T00:38:00.003+08:00

I MISS YIQIN BAOBEI. (L)

trrrransffformerrrr!

2010-02-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

hihi!
Chemisrty test today.
Hahaha, th assembly was so coool! Trrrransfformerrrrrrr! :D
I bought th veryvery nice smell thing le, i won't say what it is, and also changed phone to e63.
Muahaha, okay tmr is a long day. Physics remedial, sppech say rehersal thing(?) and tuitionat night! ._. I am going off now, goodnight! (:

OPTIMUS :D

2010-02-22T14:36:00.005+08:00

i find th way this cat sleeps very funny ^^

HI! common test is next week and i'm not even prepared for it -.-

physics, chem, e and a maths. helphelp!

it's so fast ;O

anyway last sat was changkat's x-country. wanted to run but can't .__.

was on dutyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ;x

but at least th whole thing ended at eleven. [:

went home, then to melbin's hse. gong xi fai chai. haha.

they went east coast after tht, regretted not going, was super bored aft tht.

tuition the next day, bball and chasing.

today i've sore throat .-. swallow anything it will hurts.

and i saw this very cute bottle,

it's super smalll [:

this year's cny my relatives came my hse, and you know how mny drinks we bought? haha. it's like a lot a lot 10 different kind of drinks. but it did finish in th end 0;

after th third day all gone already i think HAHA.

today we scibbled th board with words!

optimus optimus optimus! :D

hahha our class sure is a k-pop fan!

ft.island/bigbang/shinee/ss501.

but i LOVE OPTIMUS MOST[:

visit my brother's tom and jerry blog? XD

http://i-kissed-girl-i-don-care.blogspot.com

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CY-jazzene: hows life ill call u as soon as i fix the internet phone k

haha okayokay. waiting~

eunice: lolz.... wow ur table so messy ... omg den how u go ur work ... loolz ....

haha. can one i got my way [:

ㅈㄷㄷ초ㅕ무: ㅡ댜 ㅜㅍㄱ ㅣㅑㅜㅏ ㅏㅐ가ㅐㄱ!!

????????? o.o

nydia: LOL cy , i thought u suppose to be in my class . laughs

haha yeah lo. if he was sstill here.

Xinhuihaby(:: sexybabe (:

hi, sexybabezxz! ♥

SmallBoy:]: Study hard girl . :]

SmallBoy:]: Tagged XP

hehe, i'll. thankyou [:

melbinnn: lol i see hhas! S.T.U.D.Y

melbin(: ahhhh.. it's kooay it's okay. it wont happen!! rest more alright? Dont so sad. CHEER YOU UPP!

melbin(: u too happy CNY! ;D

i will, :D haha. you too okay study hard! :p gong xi fai chai!

Eric: hello jazzene! passed by jus to listen Sorry Sorry. LOL

LOL. sorrysorrysorrysorry. haha. listen fang qi ni. or let me hear ur voice. nicer.

nicholas: ehh jie ow at school ehh so cool

nicholas: now with mummy and papa at the HDB

haha okay. tom and jerry.

Joey: RELNIK ME!:D

relinked, :D

cathy^^: yoz,jazzs link me!!~ and cheer uuup!~~ ^^

relinked! haha. okayokay, tyvm. see you in schh! :D

xoxo.

i love optimus.

2010-02-16T15:51:00.004+08:00

010210- happy birthday dolyn!
020210- happy birthday damien!
160210- happy birthday dion!
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yesterday was so fun!
was at cousin's hse. enjoyed :D
i've no photos, so i also duno what to say .___.
haha i'll update soon.

hey people,

2010-02-14T23:55:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!
heartsheartshearts! :D

i'm so unlucky ;O

2010-02-06T23:14:00.003+08:00

i'm so scared. idk how to explain. it's scary.
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know what? i think i lost my whole amaths file.
i'm feeeling sick now too.
my shoulder hurts muchmuch.
anw, i reply tag soon.

cheer me up, i feeel so down.

WEEKEND.

2010-01-23T13:19:00.008+08:00

this is how messy my table was last week.
and we repaint-ed th wall and i packed mt table. ^^
it was like this..

and then ....
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just that th notice board not up. haha

this picture was taken before i pack, really messy.

painting the wall can be real tiring. HAHA.

but we manage to complete it. [:
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had stjohn training yesterday, haha. stjohn have 15 recruit. but only 9 turn up. hope th rest is just tht they have something on .____.

it's normal isn't it. stjohn is always a small group. but we love it :D

just... NO FULL U PLEASEE ;x

i can die. i dun really like wearing it -.-' and, don't laugh luh. it's not i want it also right? i have no choiceeeee.

anw, while packing i found this hat. HAHA have my name on it.

and also my kindergarden book. can you spot me? haha. i know i'm retarded. it's so small. can't see also.

i love this very much, so cute. and small. haha i wear it when i was a baby.

it's a bear you know.

i've no idea why i post this. *slaps. HAHA.

i do study at home. but can't concentrate. especially when i see bed, i fell like sleeping .__. i wannt to study at airport. I WANT. or somehwere else just not at home. somewhere it's cooling. HAHA. my physics, chem. cmi -.-'

what to do. howhowhow ]: it's maths on my head everytime. so many work.

i get distracted easily ._________________________."

it's japethe baby. (:

suntec city.

i'm always having extra lesson after school ;x

tuesday, thur. friday got STJOHN again -.-'

i've been going home after school everyday. can you imagine. i'm serious. is like from school starts till now, WOW.

okay uh. damien denise is currently and my hse.

i've gtg. and, everyone's mood can control my mood.

so, BE HAPPY.

i like this :D

2010-01-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A MONDAY.
lessons are getting boring T_T
WORK IS GETTING HARDED.
getting busier.

i miss audition :D
i miss maple :D

wedding dress, you and i & sha hai zi is nice :D

2010-01-12T16:25:00.004+08:00

010110- happy birthday dawn.
020110- happy birthday changyuan.

HELLO!
haha very long never blog alr, .__.
school reopened-ed :( i can't get back use to school life.
eveerday tired. haha you know i find express maths so hard can. how clever they are. my class is super BORED during first few days can. make my interest in coming school turn downdowndown. O. hahah but after awhile i okay with it le. maybe tht time was just start only. [: but i still prefer 2n1 luh ;x
a maths is 2h. is like wahhhhhhh. haha but actually very fast end le. idk why. sometimes enjoy it sometimes dun. HAHA. geograph mix class! :D
with 3n2 and bbd too :D
chinese also same class w/nydia. YAY!
you know i'm like going home aft schh everyday! i like no time go out like tht. HAHA. howhow? soon, i become a nerddy everyday studystudystudy! hehe. i want to go out to study. hmm airport! :D
anyone always go there study? haha. i'm so tired now.
ring file is nice. I LLIKE!
okkay ah.. i got to go finish up homeworkkk soon [:

HAHA. webcammed with melbin somwhere during th holidays.

i think it's 2 in th morning! :/

MY COUSINS :D

2009-12-30T16:58:00.014+08:00

all pictures from facebook [:

merry x'mas.

fruit basket.

'why so happy?'

gift x-chaange.

cousins!

alvin&th chipmunks2 at plaza sin.

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new year comming, i dun feel like going school T_T
countdowm tmr, soon, school starting.
anyway, i helped my brother changed his skin!
hhaha. he deleted his old post , starting new.
visit okay? http://i-kissed-girl-i-don-care.blogspot.com

MERRY X'MAS.

2009-12-26T15:25:00.002+08:00

haha. MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLEE! :D

relatives came my hse ytd.

woke up v.early [:

we played some very cool game and x-changed our gifts!

HAHA. aft tht went to plaza sin.

watching alvin and th chipmunks at 1.30.

midnight moviee! haha tired eh.

veryy cute. you spin me, right round baby right round.

then cab back to daesia's hse and stay over.

i enjoyed w/my cousins! :D

2009-12-20T15:16:00.002+08:00

happpy birthday izian & marcus! :D

idk what i'm going to do today.
ltr going baibai w/ damien they all.
hahaha can't wait for hai pai tian xin & momo lovee tmr!

2009-12-18T02:30:00.004+08:00

devil : okayyyyyyyyy. dun spam (:
amelia : haha. yeah. thanks! haha i made friends :D
CY : haha okay la. faster come back leh. haha.
jacelyn : hiiii! haha you're?

♥sistoy biktwaallo.

my phone screen spoil~

2009-12-16T14:49:00.002+08:00

heyzxzxzxzxz. my phone screen spoil.
so... dun msg me, i cannnnot see.
anything call me ba.

longggggg post.

2009-12-15T15:48:00.005+08:00

14.12.09
just camp back from camp. guess what. th camp veryvery tired.
everydday sleep aft 12 wake at 5, T_T
pt every morning, haha you'll die manzxzx.
i'm very unlucky okay, went pulau ubin for hiking.
went alight th boat walking toward to th bball, my both shoe's soil came out. swayyy enough. ltr hx mam help me super glue and another mam exchange show with me ^^ th shoe very small .__.
heh, but starting not pain de, went start hike le, my leg pain ;x
walk here walk there, very tiring lo somemore my leg v.pain.
finally lunch time, still have to walk back. can die de okay.
skipskip.
next day campfire night! HAHA. i like th campfire very muchhhh.
seriously very fun. idk why. hhaha we danced, sorrysorry.
teheeeee. so cool luh. [:
at night i've century dutyy, 12-2.
woke at 5, pt till breakfast time. first time eat can food for breakfast .__.
after tht area cleaning and stuffs then breeaaaakk camp!
wahh, know what? when i go home, i feeeeel so blessed.
i can bath so long & peacefully. and th bed is sooo nice. HAAHA!
after everything, although th camp very tough & tiring, but i still enjoyed.
at first i thought tht i wuld be veryveeery tough. no friends also.
but camp tht time we all got talk le. seriously,
you need friends to be there with you to overcome tough times tgt.
haha i had many memorable times thereeee. [:

15.12.09
i woke up in th afternoon, didn't feel well.
and i forgot bout th !R's chalet, no one remind me T_T
tilll nydia say then i rmb..
so sorry, not on purpose de.

16.12.09
went to buy books, w/ ivan jm.
wl, then my phone screen spoil, .__.
so sad luhh. sorry if you msg me and i nvr reply.
cause ii can't seee.

17.12.09
went toa payoh find mummy, walked around and dinner thr.

18.12.09
went yibin hse, and eric's shop aft tht.
eric lend me spare phoneee!
hhahaa. finallly can msg.
thankyouu very muchhhh! :D
going to repair my phone on... tues?
haha.

19.12.09
okay. i had my bnco exam at yuying.
th theory & th presentation thingy.
cmi~
v.nervous idk why lo!
was okay de, till my turn i suddenly duno what to say.
but nvm ah, finally over~
chao shiok. heh, ;x

am i always irritaing you? :/

laughters paradise.

2009-12-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

hahha. went to tampines for sjab meeting.
went home, packed camp stuffs.
after that went playground.
haha eric got work today. jm ivan was there too.
stay at th shop then go playground!
spinnner.. haha hen hao wan.
it's beeen so long i so happy le. [:

anyway, i going camp this thur till monday. 10-14 .
dun miss me. hahaha.
if anything i'll be only able to chat tilll wed night.
hope this camp won't be terrible~
help me wish okay?
i want to be happy, always.

xoxo.

back from chalet!

2009-12-01T10:10:00.002+08:00

hahah chalet from 27-30.
very fun as it always been :D
haha i really enjoy very much! hhaha.
wish cann extend longer. haha 4days 3 night.
i dun want go camp T_T
jui ming ah.
tmr will be meeting group discussing th performance .__.
hopefully th camp will be fun...

i ♥ my cousins!

2009-11-24T14:11:00.011+08:00

15th november - happy birthday zhikai!

16th november - happy birthday justin!

23rd november - happy birthday suyi madboy! denise! :D
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haha. back from genting on 181109.
so weird eh. i dun hate going genting alr,

then also dun feeel like coming back. hahha!
this time mmmy pei us for 2dayys.

hope one day.. all cousins go tgt.

hahah it will be veryvery funn! hope it will be soon :D

i want go th haunted hse, but no one accompany.

it looks scary. scarier than escape's. got human inside one.

PULL UR LEG! ahahaha.

morning faces [;

haha we've 2653 tickets! haha from th arcade.

heeehe! changed for a pillow and more.

watch 2012. 2h45min eh. hahah! it's nice [:

played those stalls game outside there,

hahah wanted to get th blue ring so will win th brown bear.

hahha but no chance. keep fail. then only won two bears.

th bus we took back is so cool, haha i think transtar solitra.

idk how spell. haha got serve dinner one eh. hahah.

th thing is, th tv got boys over flower! haha.

i watched again throughout th whole journey. :D

hahaha. my whole holiday is filled up with stjohns ]:

3rd nov -course

11,12nov-camp

14 nov -bnco course
17 nov -meeting

20 nov -training

21 nov -bnco course

23 nov -training

25 nov -flag day

4 dec -training(?)

1011121314dec - bnco camp

19 dec - bnco exam

hahha SEE! affter 19 dec finally everything finish :D

th whole bnco thingy is so scary, firece till....

hope i would be friends w/group mates.

haha very hard to talk like that ;x

by camp, hope we all friends alr, if not camp i diedie le.

hahahha. tmr going damien schh's pei him collect report book(?)

shld be ah. hahah all th best!

then tmr tmr, chalet!! hahahha. playplayplay.

anyway,

audi is fun! ahahha.

i got all th songs alr , every!!

now i can random songs, not afraid of dc-ing le [:

hahha i took all this okay!

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Jingen,: Aww! Aiai! I saw your birthday wish! Hehez, xiexie <3>

♥JAZZeNE : hehe, welcomee :D

Amelia: wish you gdluck, No scolding from the sir & mdm there . (:

♥JAZZeNE : hhahaha i hope so! ty [:

Jason: Hey Jazz. Old frend here. still remember ? link mii ok. =)

♥JAZZeNE : hhaha yeah rmb (: you nvr give me ur link?

MrBlurrBear: Boo?~ o.o Haha, you know, i'm kinda jealous you keep writing about your friends and not about me (:

MrBlurrBear: Anyways, It's 4:55AM, and, yeah, i've pretty much have nothing to say lol [x

MrBlurrBear: Hm, okay.. after hearing the Great Escape, I feel like playing the music and escaping to somewhere[x

MrBlurrBear: I'm pretty much spamming you!

♥JAZZeNE : err dun spamm?

back from sjab camp.

2009-11-13T07:47:00.002+08:00

3rd november - happy birthday yann sister! :D
5th november - happy birthday jiaying, vannesa, qianwei!
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haha, back from stjohn camp.
it was tiring, done mostly things with th scouts.
11 & 12. ncc, sjab, scouts also have camp.
hahha cool not.
campfire was fun, but was better to join ncc to play thier game.
soo fun, but scary uh.
home sweet home at 5!
awwww, my holidays are filled up w/stjohns ]:
3rd nov d course. 11,12 sjab camp. 14 bnco course.
21 bnco course. 25 flag day. 10,11,12,13,14dec bnco camp.
19dec bnco exam. ];
i'm so tired. tmr going course at yuying sec.
wish me luck, i dun want to get any scoldings D:

btw, after tmr course, i'll be leavinng sg to malaysia.
genting again. after 7pm i won't be able to chat le.
so talk to me before 7! :D
anywway, audition is funn!
i'm playing back already (: <3

cycy.

2009-11-02T08:20:00.004+08:00

20th october - happy birthday precious aiai!
22nd october - happy birthday weijie!
25th october - happy birthday shayn di!
1st november - happy birthday nicholas tan! weihan! lydia!

cy left on 27th, morning somemore, got schh T_T
sadly, didn't get to send changyuan off.
so sad ah, i'll miss you man.
miss bullying you, miss ur stupid jokes.
andd also ur laugh.
haha, must come back visit as you said okay.
then nxt year i confirm will be taller than you.
i will! haha.

takecare at taiwan~!

back from camp

2009-11-01T00:05:00.005+08:00

p/s: you can just ignore this post, i'm crazy. haha.

this camp was fun, hahah.
both instructors of mine, akasha & farhanah.
hahha their veryvery nice people. funny, kind, friendly.
they're approachable. hahah just like one of us!

we went kayaking th first day. improvised rafting too.
hahah it so fun, but have to swim in th sea water first,
so scary, kept drink until th sea water.
kayak-ed with vannesa.
after that was suppose to bath, didn't have much time to shower.
so just rinse only .-.
then went for dinner, hhahah th makan cheer is so cool.

"sa *clapclapclap* sa *clapclapclap" sa sa sa sa,
si swaswa si swaswa si swaswa maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kan!"

then night walk. hhaha feeels so scary, blind folded.
but actually we're just walking around th places.
hahah after taking out th fold, our eyes turned blurred eh,
then see th mooon&stars while lyind down together, silent and peace.
haha after that went for supper. hahha the milo very nicee. heh.
then bathhhhh~ not enough tym lo. one of th instructor came in,
asked us all go out. hahah then i told her i haven't bath,
because some reasons, haha ans she let me bath!
hahah then gather, after debriefing, lights out.
this tym th camp lights out so early, 10.30 oh.
the wood plank is really hard enough man.
sleeping bag didn't make any difference, haha cause i kept pushing it away.
no idea why, suddenly wake up during th night found th sleeping bag gone,
hahah actually i kicked it away.

nxt morning have to assemble at 6.15 eh,
hahah rise and shine around 5plus, hahah it was dark.
my back hurts oh, shld be i slept not in a right way.
assembled and we do morning excerise, haha buddah clap.
awlays got extras clap.
after breakfast, we went for rockclimbing.
didn't want to climb because not feeeling really well.
in th end th instructor ask me try.
till half way really can't alr, feel like falling alr,
but still, i climbed till th top! ;D
when came down felt strengthless.

ltr on we went to do th campfire cheer thingy.
hahah. keep changing and changing then decided.
hahah it's so cool.
went for lunch and then after that was th high elements thingy .-.
hahaha i only did one station. hahah when i was up there,
kept screaminggggggggg.
cannot lah cannot i dun want climb i dun want!
hahaha. so funny, but it's seriously so higghhh!
saw moshin climb too, hahha evryone was laughing, he's veryvery funny!
didn''t try th challenge pole.
aafter that went abselling..
didn't get flying fox. so sad.
didn't wanted to try one, then still they asked me to try.
when it's my turn, it's really very scary. veryvery.
and... hahah skipped it. i made it!
then i think we went bathing. hahha this tym i bathed in tym,
th toilets flood, .-.

alamak, i crap so muchhh!
haha, everything it is, this camp and sec1's.
it's totally different,it's very fun.
campfire was th best part!

haha, those nvr go really missed it,

love this camp! :D

class video.

2009-10-31T15:28:00.004+08:00

both 1n1, 2n1 class video, done by jillian and friends, captions from melbin!

2N1 will always be loved, remembered. awlays loveyou. yeongwoni~

2009-10-21T15:21:00.002+08:00

dasi kkok nuneul gamjyo Saranghae geudae du nun chaeul su itdamyeon Saranghae geudae naege useum boyeojundamyeon Jeogi byeolbitmajeodo modu gajyeoda jultende ohhh... Saranghae ireon nae mam jeonhal su itdamyeon Saranghae geudae geu mam gareuchyeo jundamyeon Na modu darmagalkkeyo Love U Love U Love U yeongwonhi~

know what it means? [:
haha now i know th song love you,
what it means! :D

2009-10-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

i keep smelling the fragrance of promise

i guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now

it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you

it even embraces the painful scars

love you

bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again

i love you. if i can fill up both your eyes

i love you. if i show you my laughter

i'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you

i love you. if i can convey this heart to you

i love you. if you teach that heart

i'll become like it in every way

love you, love you, love you,

forever i'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight

what do i do if you don't notice

should i make another request to the clouds to rain again

so i can hold your wet heart

love you

bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again

i love you. if i can fill up both your eyes

i love you. if i show you my laughter

i'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you

i love you. if i can convey this heart to you

i love you. if you teach that heart

i'll become like it in every way

love you, love you, love you, forever

exams are finally over~

2009-10-20T20:43:00.007+08:00

i like this picture.

hm, nth much to do nowadays.
haha got two days free, 21 & 22.
what to do?
haha, talk to me talk to me!
suddenly lost of words, i posted some pictures VVV
anyone free to chatt??

i'm bored, talk to me.

howhow?

2009-10-19T16:37:00.005+08:00

MATHS paper tmr,
haha. jy everyone!
is so nice!
hear it out ;D

went grandma hse.
hhaah went th playground.
not funny okay. i got stuck up there.
it's way above th ground.
not scary after th first try, :D
did silly things haha.
go out tgt soon. i'm not going to be th first to msg.
idc, :P

i hope you can tell me why,
why like this,
is there any misunderstanding?
or did anything happened?
please dun just ignore,
please tell me why..
can't afford to loose you, you're
my bestfriend, always.

EXAMMMMMM!

2009-10-16T12:24:00.007+08:00

120909- happy birthday jianwei!
190909- happy birthday joseph!
210909- happy birthday daesia!
220909- happy birthday eric!
260909- happy birthday haoren!
300909- happy birthday nelson!
031009- happy bitrhday juvenia & casper!
131009- happy birthday zipek!

one more paper left! :D

left maths paper only, haha.

history was hmm idk how to say.

hahah unperdictable result. might fail or pass,

hahaha. always study till late at night.

veryvery tired, haha.

boys over flower very nice!

hahah just that the ending so short, shld have more episodes.

it's veryvery nice.

hhaha. you shld watch it!

haha talk to me.
i'm bored~

EDITED
i found th song!
called -love you.
who have?????????

2009-09-20T15:20:00.008+08:00

I AM BACK WITH PICTURES FROM FB!
haha, blogger is fineeeee!
so shoik man can blog as per normal.
haha but still lazy to ;x
exams coming in.... 18 days?
must studystudy!
wennt bugis on thur,
stjohns on fri.
soso tired till i fell asleep once i lie on th bed.
haha i am not a pig, just tired.
went inter w/mummy & brother.
bought news spects!
hahah my brother steppped on mine and it broke,
no spects= cannot see anything.
cannot see anything= no need study.
no need study= failfailfail!
so no choice (:

hahah. i got to go and study alr, won't blog so soon. byebyeeee!

120909

[i dun like my fringe, soso annoying!]

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